I should be in bed

Wow, it's late and I should be sleeping but I am just addicted to this darn internet. So, I thought I would put some thoughts down.

Dissapointed that Lynn is not coming to Mysore and I will not see her. Maybe I will see her in the states though.

I can't figure out why I am not better able to just say no to some people who actually annoy me. People who have a very negative energy that I still work to keep in my life. People who make it clear by their actions that they have no use for me and I still pine for their attention. I don't get it. I hope the latest person that falls into this category will just fall out of my life as they have no left Mysore. Only time will tell.

Maybe I am just looking for connections and I am not astute enough to see early on that there just isn't one.

Maybe I am just feeling sorry for myself and I am looking in the wrong places for those people.

Luckily, there are a number of people here whom I simply adore and I will work to keep them in my life. That is the beauty of yoga land, some people fall away, others who are truly amazing, really stay.

Thanks to those yogis who have truly made an impact on my life; EM, Karen, Lynn, Sara, Cathryn, Lizbeth, Molly, Alana, Kyle, Steve, Zoe, June, Paul, Jutima and Lise.

I am tired and need to go to sleep.

Goodnight.